when I tell people that i don’t care about pushing people out of my life or when someone walks out… they’re always like “yeah. I know” or say like they can tell. or like I’ve even had people say they’re just waiting for me to give them the boot too… it’s really been so long since I’ve depended on anyone for happiness. I’ve become so independent. and that can be good.. but sometimes it can be really bad. like when I feel lonely.